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"Puzzle"
My life is a puzzle
Your the missing piece.

I'm searching for it now
I'm not sure and I don't know how.

Never know how you feel
I know exactly how she feels.

I don't know how you could bare
When she doesn't even care.

I wish you weren't blind
Please open up your eyes.

I hope you listen to me,
I hope you agree.


"Cries"
You haunt my dreams
It hurts me more that it seems.

I can't get over you
It makes my life so blue.

Knowing that you're there
Makes me want to care.

Care more than she ever will
You don't matter to her, it makes me ill.

Sometimes I wish you could see
How much you mean to me.

Please open up your eyes
And listen to my cries.

I'll wait for you.....
I hope you'll wait for me too.


"A so called......Utopia"
I haven't talked to you in a day
And already my life's astray.

Wishing I could see you now
Still trying to find out how.

Hiding my feelings behind a lie,
Behind the shadows you'll hear my cry.

Maybe someday you'll come around
And everything would be ok, without a sound.


"I told you so"
Lonely for no one but you
And it hurts cuz there's nothing I can do.

Because of my fears
My eyes produced tears.

Because of my "friend"
I'll regret it 'til the end.

She doesn't treat you right
I'm not leaving without a fight.

I just thought you should know
Maybe in the end there'll be an "I told you so."


"You"
You what more is there to say,
I can't wish and I can't pray.

It's all up to you
There's nothing I can do.

So i sit and I wait
I thought this would be fate.


"Afraid"
This poem was to write about something new
But there isn't a way I could forget about you.

I'll try and try and try
Yet all it does is make me cry.

Now I'm here in this hell
And all it's doing is making me yell.

Wishing you were here
And at the same time your my worst fear.

Afraid that you won't care
Afraid that you wouldn't dare.


"Last Cry"
If I don't see you tonight
I swear I'm giving up this fight.

This fight to see you,
That's all I want to do.

This might never be
Now i know, but I still can't see...

Can't see how she couldn't care
No one will listen, it's not fair.

Maybe this will be my last cy
Hopefully next...I might die.


"Happy Ever After"
I might be able to heal
From these wounds you've made me feel.

I think I'm gonna be ok
Not that you cared anyway.

I hope you'll be loved
From her you might get shoved...

Shoved from happiness
Shoved from delight.

I'm only saying this becuase I care
Now i knwo it'll never be fair.....

Not fair...you're with her
Not fair...she's with you.

NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR, nothing is ever fair!

This will be the last of my pleads
Maybe she'll fit your needs.

"I hope you'll get a happy ever after!"