I want someone to talk to
i feel like crying, i don't know what to do and it's driving me crazy
i try to be normal i try to be like my friends
but it doesn't seem to be working
i'm putting myself in hell
i cut/scratched my wrist once
but it wasn't supposed to happen....
i tried, didn't think it'd work, and the next day....
it was there.....
i can't control my feelings, i can't figure them out
i need someone to love, someone that'll love me back
so i won't have nothing to doubt
sometimes i wonder if i should get my mom's pistol....
shoot myself twice in the back of the head?
but then......what will happen if i do?
what will happen if i don't?
I feel like i've been through worse than any other ppl i know
but it's not true, i know it's not
I just can't help myself feeling this way
i try and tell someone but i can't trust them
enough to actually say it outloud....
they'll just make it worse or try to fix it, but......
idk....maybe i'm wrong, i just want out of this life,
spend time with my friends and never come back
EVER....
 tousou · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:57am · 2 Comments |
