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hello world, long time no see. well i officially hate my active imagination and my ability to start liking people. there is some one i like but like always, im to chicken s**t to tell them (yay me...). but the main problem is i still kinda like some one and well, i feel bad for it. they have a relationship. i hate these emotions and i hate how it causes me to needlessly be down. i just need to get my self under control and stop my self from liking people to much. well atleast i found some one i can commission for art that i can actually afford (im dirt cheap). well thats my update, ive desided im really only gonna post when i feel i need to get something out there. i really wish i knew who exactly reads this but i guess thats asking to much