I'm not sure what my problem is right now. I'm opening myself up for love and a relationship and it's as if my heart has no more room or capacity to love. Like there's special valves in my heart meant just for love and my partner and they're only scarred and clogged with hurt and turmoil and spitefulness of past relationships.
I'm hoping something heals me Or more hopefully... someone...
Oh well.
I just realized all my past journal entries and this one are extremely depressing.
OH WELL.