I've been doing a bit better lately, I suppose.
I start therapy on Tuesday, or to be more specific I have a therapy session on Tuesday. I don't know if it's going to be a regular thing or not, I guess that's what the whole thing is for. We'll see what happens I suppose.
But I've been coping in other ways as well. Listening to music, playing music, the likes. I went to a metal show last night, and that always puts me in a good mood, so I was satisfied with that. I needed one before going to school, since I doubt there'll be any metal shows out in North Adams.
I also hung out with friends last night and watched a couple Disney movies, which was pretty fun. We watched Robin Hood and Muppet Treasure Island. I enjoyed myself.
But I'd like to be able to feel like that all the time. I'm sure I will someday, I just need to work out a few things. I know I need to learn to control my blasted anger issues. They never help, and it only causes problems with people.
I miss you too. Like a lot. But I know this is just another obstacle to get over before things can finally be fine again. Things will look up babe, I know they will.
"I'm not sad anymore, I'm just tired of this place."
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