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Okay, so recently, I've been experiencing some back pains. Not just the "oh, I've worked out too much and now my back is soar" kind of pain, it's more of an internal pain. I don't know why it hurts so much. I wonder just how severe it actually is. I've missed school because of my back twice already. I think I may officially be a 17-year-old old man (even though I'm a girl). Eh, I'll just get it checked out. Speaking of pains, I'm watching Phineas and Ferb, yes, I watch this show. It is truly funny. There are definitely some jokes I would not understand were I three years old. But I digress. Pains, pains, pains, pains. This School I attend is definitely killing me. I am stressing myself out to the max by attending every day. Maybe I have a weak constitution. Maybe it's my lack of eating (I have no lunch). Maybe it is all the drama I have, as a third party, seen throughout the first few weeks of school. I wish we had smaller eating portions in our nation. I mean, the McDonald's portions in our country are WAY bigger than that of nations like France. Man, I apologize if none of this makes much sense at all. When I get really tired, my brain functions on a series of tangents, not that it doesn't when I get proper sleep... I feel like listening to music. I really like the Plain White T's. Man, what was I talking about before? Oh yeah, ailments. Well, I don't like to complain often, so they usually come around in small bursts. Like in this note, for example. Should I seperate all these thoughts by some paragraph breaks? ... Nahhhh.

Okay, just because this was an ehh topic to talk about from the beginning, so I guess I'll cut my losses. I guess I'll leave some questions to you guys to answer maybe: What does pain mean to you? How do you deal with your stress? Why do I like to watch cartoons?

I now have a strange craving to play some cartoon music on my clarinet. Yes, I'm a nerd, JUDGE ME.

P.S.- I know I have some spelling errors, I just was in the middle of typing a thought, and technically, in a free write, you're not allowed to go back and edit your work. Thank you. yum_puddi