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MEGAN'S PAIN

A bruise here, a bruise there,
These burdens I must wear.
Scars on my body, scars on my heart,
All the tears I can't stop.
All of these things I bare silently,
Till the day, the Gods rescue me.
I am hoping and praying,
Please don't hurt me again.

I shed tears and I scream,
With pain cosuming me.
I don't fight with my might,
I wait patiently.
I won't tell, I won't run,
I'll be by your side.
I'll stay where I am,
Please don't hurt me again.

I grew older, my parents split up,
I moved away from most of my pain.
I met a guys who broke my heart,
And again I'd pick up the parts.
Over and over I'd pray each day,
Oh lords please help me.
I know they won't too much,
But I wish they didn't give such.

Now you say you love me,
How can it truly be?
I didn't ask for this,
How can you love,
A person such as me?
I'm nothing special in truth,
Just plain as you can see.
So why do you dote on me?

I know that I'm losing,
The great battle within my heart.
I've dreamed of you,
And wished from the very start.
You are so kind,
And are truly mine.
And you even promised,
To protect me from harm.

But still my heart is full of doubt,
It's something I can never stop.
I know now that yo love me,
And I know I love you.
But how long will you love me,
If you know what I know.
My life is slowly slipping away,
And soon I must go.