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I had a lot of Trauma throughout my life . The first thing I remember of my childhood, (because it was recorded on a video by my father, whom I'm glad is dead) was myself being born. I was born in Frankfurt, Germany. You'd think that this was a beautiful day for my parents....But not for my father so much. From the time I was born he despised me. My mother didn't really care what happened. I've watched myself being raped, beaten, and nearly killed. My father committed suicide in prison. After he was convicted of 14 rapes, and 4 murders. 4 of the rapes being myself & my sisters. 3 of the murders being my sisters. 1 was a police officer attempting to save my mothers life, as she lie on the floor, dying of a Cocaine overdose. I witnessed all this before the age of five .