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Well, i'm having problems. i'm having problems on decieding on who to go with. and certain people aren't helping. but i want to go to get experiance, but because of these certain people i feel like i'm a traitor. However, i dod want to go, i fear that i won't, becasue i don't want this bad blood but i also don't want to wait for something that maynot happen (though i wish it would get back together) there are other pro's and con's that will effect my decition, however, i wish not to be rushed in this decition, for it will have some majitor impact on my life. so i wish some people (escpecially those who i ask fro councel on this decition) will take this seriouslyl, and not throw a big fit about and close themselfs off to me. I really need positive , NUETRAL counsole on this subject.