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Dear Crystal,

Hey babe. Its been awhile since me and you have gottin together. Its been one crazy trip to. I remember when we first met over at Mikes house. We stayed up all night and just played video games. Those were the good times. But the longer i stayed with you things kept getting worst but you kept promising that they'd only get better. Why would you lie to me. I actually gave my life to you and spent so much money , time , and love on you and every time you laughed in my face as I found myself coming closer and closer to death everyday. But i do remember the good time though love. I remember all the partys that we'd go to everynight and how everyone would just bow at my feet to meet you. But it was all you love. I remember that time that i ended up in Vegas and not knowing how i got there. We broke up for a while then. I figured id better get a job and start a new life. But i never stopped thinking of you. Then you came back to me and i ended back up in Colorado. Thats when our relationship went crazy hu. Between all the places we robbed and s**t we sold it was amazing. I never thought that id be so close to guns but the people you knew were crazy about you too , i had to protect you. Then you started to whisper the thoughts of the Mafia in my head and we sure came close to that as well. You even said its all right to kill so long as we'd be together. But your a heartless b***h Crystal. You stole so much from me. I've never held money close but you took the things i did. You took my friends and my loved ones away. You even killed Mike. Then when i get out of jail i see you at partys and then you even called me. When you called i had to hang up . Your sweet words of making everything go away are nothing to me now. I have a job , a mother who loves me even after all the s**t i did and true friends. Im sorry love but i need to let go of you. I cant ever see , hear , or kiss your sweet lips again. You'll always be in my mind weather i want you there or not but thats all. I done with you. Good bye crystal meth. You were my love , now all you can be is a memorie.
Good Bye Love
Tallon
If you think drugs are simply a substance your wrong. Its an abusive relationship. This letter is ******** serious. If you think your cool and the s**t your wrong. And when the drup is done with you , you'll only be a shell of what you use to be. My love ******** my life up. But im young and lucky. But you have no idea how hard it is. My heart has a piece missing from this relationship. Getting started with drugs is ******** easy. But getting away from the claws will break you down and humble you. I thank you God for rescueing me before the relationship took its toll.