okay the last couple of weeks has been really weird. I mean nothing major has happened that would be news worthy it more... well its something else. See I have this guy and I love him with all my heart and I couldn't imagine my life without him. He is one of the first people I want to talk to when something great happens. he can be kind and responsible, trustworthy, and all thouse other things that makes a guy great. But other time he can be arrogant, heartless,mean, and even and unintentionally abusive ( by words) I know him better than anyone of my friends but even that is not much. He hides so much of is emotions and feelings that it is hard to read him sometimes. He knows I like and he also knows I love him. He says that he feels heartless sometimes and that he really doesn't care about anyone at the moment. He says that he is okay being an outcast and a loner. I want to help him and I will but how do you help someone who has so much darkness in there life. Do I show him the light? Do I show him how wonderful life can be? Or do I stay out of it and not bother?
EkRogers · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |