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Hey i am katie and this will be about my life!! heart

Hey im katie i never met my father because he never wanted me alive, When i was in my mothers stomach he tried to abuse her till i died. I was lucky because my mom stopped him and she called the cops, People think that they have the worst life ever but thats not it. He chocked my mom against the wall and threw her across the room and she landed on her side and i almost passed away :'(. Well when i was born my mom asked My real dad if he will help her pay for most of the supplies i needed when i was only 1 week old, But he said to hr face ''If i'm not ******** you and i dont want nothing to do with that baby''. That was the last words he said to my mom but is he gets near me and my mom he gets sent to jail for 4 years Again. My mom still thinks god till this day <3 I love my mom with all my heart and im happy im here because i met so many people that care for me. My life has been worse then what you can imagine but no man will put there hands on my mommy never i dont give a ******** how old he is, The reason why i said that because all the guys that my mom met was abusive to my mom and me, i protected my mom even though i got stabbed, choked and almost shot. Im here for anyone that needs help i help people even if they dont like me im still nice i have donated my hair, i donated blood. But now when i turned 12 we found something out about me which was devastating to my mom, We found out that i have a heart disease. We dont know what caused it but its killing me :'(. I hear my mom and the guy she is with right now praying to god saying ''God if you can hear me please let my Daughter wake up every morning shes the best thing i ever had in my life, Shes wonderful. Shes a great artist and shes a great singer. Shes smart and shes very Talented. Please keep her in this world even though this world is so ******** up but she will be worth it. I cant live without my Beautiful Daughter if she passed away. Thank you god Amen''. She says that every night before she goes to bed. So if anyone wants to be a d**k to me think before you speak ok thank you
Everyone who has read this thank you for hearing me out <3 heart