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Okay. My life sucks. And I'm gonna die. Very soon.
I don't have an eating disorder or anything, but today I'm just not very hungry. The last thing I ate before dinner was like at 4:00 maybe, some macaroni, chips, and pretzels. Then, I attempted to play a bit of volleyball and soccer with my friend, lied in the grass for a bit, and went home. At dinnertime (like 20 minutes ago), I wasn't hungry. At all. I practically had to force my food down my throat. I thought I had a tapeworm in my body (I am one of those people who get scared of tapeworms and stuff like that easily). So they feast on all of the delicious food I am eating (well, the food was gross.) while starving me. So I wasn't starving. But I feel sick and weak when I tried to walk. And a bit dizzy also. And theres that weird feeling in your throat when you want to throw up. Even though I know I probably don't have tapeworm (my mind gets carried away often.), I am still very scared.
Also today, at my school, two guys got jumped and attacked by gang members with guns and knives and stuff. I'm not too scared, though, because I don't even live close to my school.
Edit--
Okay never mind.
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>>-i forgot. sorry.-'s New and Improved Journal!<<
All of the troubles and worries of my overly-exxagerated mind are put here. Most of the stuff is boring, though.
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