I walked through the fence, hands in my pockets but at the ready for anything that would-- "Mary!" i yelled. She jumped at me from behind the tree and scared the s**t outta me.
"Sorry, Autti! I just couldn't resist! Where are we going anyway? You said to meet you here an hour ago!"
I rolled my eyes. "How many times do i have to explain this, Mee-Wee? We are going to Colton's and showing him your stories you've written!"
Mary's eyes widened with fear. "NO, AUTUMN! He can't see them! I'm afraid i'll scare him off! What if he thinks i'm wierd or a nympho? He might break up with me!"
"No he won't. He already knows you're wierd. Hell, he's wierd! But he needs to know how you think about him. Plus, didn't you keep telling me how much you wanted to take him?"
Mary looked at the ground. "Yes," she said in a low voice. "But don't you think it's a little different to say you want to and actually doing it?"
"Well of course it's different! Why not make your dream a reality?! I've wanted to make my dreams come true but Jarrod said not til i get older."
"Why can't we wait til we get older?"
"Do you really want to wait? Or do you want him now? It's your decision. I'm sorry if you think I'm pushing it."
"THINK? I KNOW you're pushing it! What were you planning to do, Autumn? Walk up, knock on Colton's window, and ask him to read the stories so he could get turned on and have sex with me while you watched through the window?!"
"NO!!! That's not what i meant! Just calm down! I just think he should know you write the senarios so that maybe he can write a few for you sometime. It's more fun to listen to his fantasys too. Did you really think i was talking about sex? Gosh, Mary! I love you too much to force you on a man..."
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idk...i might write down my experiences w/ friends, put down poetry i write, put down short stories, or just blab about anything. have fun reading i guess.
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