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when you see blood, what do you tink? the lose of vital fluids needed in the body, the fluids in your body, that are pumped through your heart? Well, I see it as Thirst for more killing, the lust for more blood, the want of suffering souls cries.... So...do you wish you can help someone who cries for their loses, or do you wish to tear them apart until they are no more? Do you want the killing and hate in the world to stop, or push it on with more Chaos and pain? People think they know me, but do they really? What do they think when they a see a usually quiet boy, who hides his true intentions inside? They see the smiles which hid sorrow, the laughs which hide hates, the love which hides pain, the little life inside me, only conceals the death of my fate.... But do I want to change? Truthfully, I really don't know, with all the things inside my head, the constant torment, I seem to bring to ones close to me, the deaths of the ones I've love, more pain and suffering, do I wish a angel of death would come to me, or become one of my own soul? These things, I leave for someone else to hold, my destiny is hopeless, I truly don't have any dreams, those days have past, but unfortanetly, the memories still last, the things I believed in, are gone in the dust, flown away with the wind, which my pitch black heart seeks, I look for my light, hiding in the darkness, watching the others to come, wondering if there are others like me, and if so, would god let us unite? This is all I have to say, to the people who think they know me, I wait for someone to come, who will care, and I wait for someone to come for me to kill.....

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