it was the LAST DAY OF MIDDLE SCHOOL a couple days ago...everyone was crying and crap. It was really emotional. I kno some of my close friends aren't coming back next year; i wonder if i'll ever see them again. I had the same problem in Elementary School; losing friends. But i lost so many friends then; i dont think i can suffer through that again. People are already changing. One of the only friends that i kept through Elementary has been acting snobbish, as if she's too good for me rolleyes I dont know, maybe we werent really friends. Im somewhat excited for high school, and somewhat not. Of course **** will be there eek (inside info) but i wont exactly start the year of with a perfect slate. And that anarexic chick (only a nickname cool )will she ditch me? I really get this vibe that she's just fake, that im just one of her backup friends...i dont know wut to think anymore really. Nowadays, life is just one of those big puzzles with a missing piece you just cant find, when its really just hiding under the bed. I wish i was just back in Pre-School when all i had to worry about was when the hell my mom was gunna fix me lunch sweatdrop
mango.condom · Mon May 29, 2006 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |