Today, I suppose was better than most... I sat around the house feeling sorry for myself, drowning in my own self-pity... I feel so pathetic! I am an insignifacant spec on the earth that's only meaning is to intertain God and the sick little game he plays with us. The highlight of my evening was seeing Gabby; one of my dearest friends. She made me feel better... and then she had to leave. I spent the intirity of the morning and afternoon on the computer, listening to J-pop and chatting with the friends that will never know the sorrow I go through and they wouldn't care if they did know.
Broken forever,
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