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Not my day Why am I crying, you ask? well, i was cheated on by sumone who i trusted the most for half the time we dated. he said it was easy b/c he didnt care at the time. He was gonna cheat with some one he "hated" too. and so you know, we've been dating for 8 months now. (P.S. i know one of the girls he cybered with, she is on gaia) he said he started dating me to see how far he could go with me before sex and then to see how long we would go out. he said he forgot about me too...only once he claims (as in forgot he had a girlfriend) i dont know what to do. i've been torn apart and cant even cry. i've cried too much. i use to tell him "only one chance....thats all you'll get." should i keep my word to him? he didnt keep his on never cheating. i have no trust left. i have nothing left at the moment but the comfort of friends. he says he wants to stay with me, that i'm important, but i cant believe him after this. i told him things no one else knew...not even my best friend, and yet he still did this. i want to ask him so many things, but i'm afraid to. Not b/c of the answser, but how well i'll take them or wont take them. how could he say he loved me and do this to me? how can he say he really loves me now and want me to believe him. i dont want u to attack him, but tell me what to do. please, i dont wanna cry anymore...see my last entry to see who he is if you want

Posted by: [ insert_name ] Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 07:46am

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~RPC Story in Journal~

Name: Kimiko Korosu
Race: Human/Shinigami
Married To: Raiden
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Commented on: Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 04:05pm


	i understand how you feel a similar thing happened to me,what i did is told him if he ever hurt me ever again,ill make his life miseable,first ill tell all the things that he told me to my riends,then his friends,and the all the big mouthes at school.

Commented on: Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 08:36pm


	Quote: OMGWTFHELL.....that...<beep><beeeeeep><bep><beeeeeeep>...catches air.. eek why do such a thing? ....I...can i slaphis face so hard he would go crying to his mom?.....no... that is to hard... i would not use my hand for a lowlife like that... my hand will caatch a disease if i do that...... I hope ur love is healed soon...that u can love again with a fair guy and that u dont have to cry anymore.... crying i cant stand it when friends have to cry crying .... EDIT: .....I'll never ever cheat on a girl.... never did, never will do... it is so disgusting... If i ever let a girl cry in a relationship...i would kill myself... it isn't ....it isn't right to do that.... FIND A BETTER SOMOENE....someone that will love u whom u are.... not for funn..... crying heart crying

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Commented on: Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 05:29am


	If that were me... i wouldn't even waste another thought on him... if they cheat on you once they will cheat on you again. He sad that he wanted to see how far he could go with you... that in itself isn't what a guy in love with you would say. I know it's hard to let go, expessially since it's been 8 months... but there's always someone else out there who is better...and will treat you like you diserve. NEVER let a guy be mean to you... If you feel uncomtable with just letting go...then talk to him, BUT please do not let him get you back. He dosn't deserve it...okay. 4laugh Don't worry after time you'll feel better...trust me

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