this cold "emotionless" shell of a vampire you see before you isn't me or well what use to be me. Yes, i did a long time ago have a nice life filled with friends and family and one man i was deeply in love with. that was all 200 years ago...my life changed due to the man i was in love with. His name was Izhoaru Valen...he stood at the height of 6'2 had beautiful long black hair and red eyes that burned like fire with orange specks. His skin was pale and smooth that complimented his long slender muscles. We were in love. We promised each other that we would marry and start a family of our own together. The perfect life. After a year of dating we finally got engaged and i was so thrilled. Back than you see i wasnt an outlaw and i wasnt an assassin. I was a normal Vampire who presude a happy normal life for the most part. The day has come i am dressed in all white and a nervous smile plays my lips. I was going to marry the man of my dreams...the one u dream about when you're a young child. I remember slowly walking down the isle looking at all my friends and family as i walk down the lane and black and red roses were thrown at my feet my closes brother occompany my side as the best man. There he was neatly dressed in a black tux with a red collar and cufflings. He was beautiful as he turned to take my hands and gaze into my eyes. The pastor began to speak but his words were nothing but wordless mutters...all i was listening for is when he said "do you Integra take this man to be your awfully wedded husband" when i heard those words i was quick with my response with a "yes!" slightly embaressed seeming like i blurted it loudly. my cheeks turned red and the man i was soon to marry said his i do's too and leaned to kiss me. My eyes shut gently as he places his soft loving kiss onto my lips and we were married. Sweet day dreams while we kissed played in my mind. Nothing could go wrong until....i felt his hand raise to my right shoulder and suddenly i felt the worse burning pain in my arm that i have ever experienced. I pulled back from the kiss suddenly but he held tightly to my shoulder. I cried out and my friends and family looked on not knowing what was going on. My brother tried to pull my love off me but he was easily shoved aside. Tears flowed my eyes as i looked down at my shoulder, him still grasping my shoulder to see a black mark spread on my shoulder. I gasped and looked up at him "what are you doing to me?!" i remember the pain i remember the fear in my voice as the man of my life was hurting me. A twisted grin appeared on his face one i have never seen before he said to me in a gentle voice before throwing me to the floor "i love you....but i love your pain....i will make it to where you will be alone for the rest of your life..." my heart was in misbelief as he said those cruel words. "why? why would you do this? why would you waste your time like this?!" i demanded an answer still unsure of what was happening...my whole world came crashing down before my eyes and he said "because i love you my...wife" and with that...the man i was in love with....my love....was gone and i was left on the chapal floor...my friends and family sorrounded me to help me...but i was in my own world...a dark one...
Integra_Valen · Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 09:06pm · 0 Comments |