Ok guys, I know I have lots of men and lots of men problems... but here's a wierd one for ya.
I've been friends with Daniel since freshmen year in highschool. After highschool though, we kinda faded away. We never really hung out unless it was a bunch of the group and we both just happened to be there. Well, about a month or so ago, we started talking on Myspace. For the first time since highschool we actually talked without other people being in the conversation. I really enjoyed it. He was always cool with me, so I figured it couldn't hurt to hang out with him sometime. Monday I finally got up the nerve to call him and we hung out. I really expected it to be somewhat awkward, but it wasn't. I felt completely at ease with him. I'm not going to rush into saying that I want to date him, but I do really like him. I had so much fun just sitting at the park 'til like 10 pm and then sitting in his car eating icecream till 11. We walked around the park through a woods trail, so it was really peaceful and there weren't little kids staring at us.
We talked about almost everything. We talked about highschool, how things have changed since then, sex, friends, dating, food, etc... He aparently thinks I have great boobs cuz he kept wanting me to show him them. Monday was very fun. Tuesday we planned on hanging out after he got off work. He had to work late and didn't get home till 8 pm, but I waited in LaFollette at my dad's house for him to get home. I really wanted to see him. We hung out at his house Tuesday night and watched a movie. We didn't really pay much attention to the movie though. We were talking and having a ninja poke war. He wanted to see my boobs, so I told him if he could get my corset off he could. Took him a minute, but he got it off. Lol. I didn't really mind. I left about 11 and he walked me out to me car. He gave me a hug, but I was kind of wanting a little more than just a hug. I'm just afraid to tell him that. I'm afraid that he will think wierd of me or not want to hang out with me anymore. In the event that he wanted to date me, I would actually consider it. I'm not sure if I would or not. I probably would, just not seriously right now. If it ever got to that point though, I'm not sure what I'd do.
I really wish things weren't so complicated. I wish I knew if he wanted to date or just be friends or what! Men confuse me.
Damieri · Thu Jun 15, 2006 @ 06:50pm · 0 Comments |