...so please forgive me. i just didn't feel like typing the same thing all over again.
this is it. school's over. summer's here. and surprisingly enough i'm not all that thrilled about it.
funny...when i was sitting under my lonely little tree at the beginning of this year with noone to talk to and feeling horribly awkward, i thought i could stay under that tree the whole year long at break times and not speak to anyone. i was convinced i would have no friends, not even aqauintances or anything of the sort. i just wanted school to be over.
and today after the last bell had rung and everyone was running around the hallways screeching about how freedom was theirs, i realized how much i was gonna miss the place, even for two and a half months. it's hard to believe that i'll wake up on monday morning and not sit through ms. ary's torturous algebra class again, mentally marking off the days till we get out. i won't have to sit seething with boredom and pent-up rage through the sheer idiocy of health class on a gorgeous day, either...and yet for all those little horrible things, i love the times when i'm walking to class with sasha, worrying over some tiny bit of drama, or spilling my soul to her at goleta coffee, or writing "yay for fornication" on someone's hand at lunchtime for the thousandth time and getting drawn all over myself. or hearing zoe tell me that she wants my body and that we are sexy anarchist pirate lovers.
yeah, secretly, i liked 9th grade. i liked it quite a bit.
Brittastiq · Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 08:19am · 3 Comments |