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For the past two days, the weather seems insistent on raining whenever I'm in a somewhat depressed mood. I've made a game out of counting how many seconds is between the lightning and the thunder, as I stare up at the ceiling, bored out of my head.
I've run out of books to read...
Warcraft is starting to really bore me...
And I have no money to rent a new video game from blockbuster... Not that there's actually anything I want to play, anyway.
But, yeah. Bored out of my head. I can't actually go anywhere, what with Lindsey in NYC for a concert and my grandmother in a wheel chair. I'd ask the crazy dude we live with, but he's gotten somewhat... Crazier.. Since we told him we're moving in august. So I'm not asking him for Jack unless its something important..
Like being able to see Jami.

I was thinking last night, about how long I've been with him.. But, to me, it really seems like a surprisingly short amount of time. People will tell you seven monthes isn't short. But, when it all skims by you in a haze of happy euphoria... It takes no time at all. When you can find someone that makes every moment of your time with them(or thinking of them) bliss, then EVERY moment is far too short. And you don't ever want it to end.

Yeah. I was thinking of that.. And I looked out the window..

And the storm was over.