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Yeah, you heard me right. Life sucks.

I'm not an emo. I'm not a goth. I'm actually a total video-game junkie/nerd. I love online games, like FFXI and Resident Evil: Outbreak. I am a Freshman in Highschool, and I always seem to have problems with girls, no matter how optimistic my attitude remains.

********' right you heard me. I tried making friends with this 'Lauren' girl, and she treated me like dirt. She's apparently the stressing 'go away right now, I'm busy' kind.

I'm getting Cs and Ds in all of my classes and I'm struggling heavily in my Science class due to the fact that my teacher SUCKS a**. I looked on the internet and found one of his 'assignments' was copied right off a website. He's giving a big final we have to study for over the break.

WTF don't teachers get about the word 'Break?' It means relaxation, vacation, time-off.. but no, these ******** waste all our free-time with more meaningless grunt work and slowly turn our hair grey! I'm buckling under the stress of projects and exams!

I just got out of a bad experience, and you be the judge of this. My friend Sabrina introduced me to her friend, Megan Brochek. Megan got to know me and already started hinting that she wanted to go out with me. Saying things such as 'I've never had a boyfriend before' and 'Are you single?'

When I asked her out, she accepted, and we arranged for Friday or Saturday to see a Movie. When she invited me to a chatroom, she told her friends I was her 'boyfriend.' After hearing that, I assumed she loved me, or something close to it. I told some of my friends we were going out, and word somehow spread through the school. She got pissed and denied our relationship, saying we weren't going out. She told it to Lauren and said I lied about it. When she said I lied, Lauren got pissed at me. She called me a liar and when I tried to explain what REALLY happened, she practically did the 'la-la-la-la I can't hear you' tactic and drowned me out. Funny. I didn't get a say in it and now she hates my guts. After having a HORRIBLE day, I return home only to be yelled at by Megan about the issue. I tried telling her I was having a bad day and needed to take some time to relax, but she still attacked me with questions about the issue. I confronted her about these issues. I said 'If we aren't going out, why did you call me your boyfriend?' And she replied, very badly spelled 'I was only saying you're a boy and a friend.' When asking about other things, she said she didn't really like me, only lied about liking me to avoid hurting my feelings.

And now I've got three crazy bitches that hate me.

Great.

I move to Michigan and already in the first 3 months I have 3 enemies.

Knowing girls, they probably won't shut up about the ******** thing.

Either way, all I want to do at this point is just pass high school.

And it wouldn't hurt to get a sweet girl that cares about me, instead of these ******** manipulative bitches.

Feel free to post comments telling whose side you're on.

-Zeix-