crying
I feel so lonely without my Jesse. Maybe I could bring up cybering with him for when we can't see eachother...
I don't know what it is... as I explore my sexuality, I find myself more and more attracted to girls. But I love Jesse more then any other person, male or female. We have this bond that I can't even descripe and give it justice. I just feel so secure with him... I mean, we waited for well over a year before we "had" eachother. And I'm so glad that we did because it was amazing. I wont lie... he have been fooling around with eachother a week or so after we got together. That really freaked me out, even though I liked it. He was my first after all.
Anyway, I'm going in on Friday to check up on the job I applied for. I'm hoping that I'll get it. I really don't want to work at Kmart... I feel dirty just shopping there. Getting a job at fred mayers wouldn't be that bad. A LOT better then Kmart.
I want the job at Michaels... but what I where I REALLy want to work at is See's Candy. Their uniforms are so freaking cute! I wish Gaia would have simmilar uniforms. I would totally buy it.
Lobotomy.Girl · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 03:30am · 0 Comments |