...but it certainly is impossible to be loved by someone. At least it is for me. How could anyone possible love me? As some monk once said in some anime, "It's impossible. It's immoral. It's against my religion." Heh... That actually fits quite well...with what somebodies might say. I'm a nobody. There's yet to be anybody to try to convince me otherwise. I'm alone.
I have no friends. I have no girlfriend, likely never will as I most certainly never have. It's not that I'm afraid to ask a girl out for fear of rejection. Oh no, I that would be too easy. I know any girl will say, "No." emphasized or not. It's simply facts. I am not afraid of facts. I don't even know if it's fear. I am alone, worthless.
In fact, refering back to the title of this entry. I'm still in love with one I never actually stopped loving... I just...can't let her love me anymore...
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My Lousy Life
I was once asked why I seem so depressed all the time. The reason is very simple, but, just perhaps, an illustration would help.
I am...
absolutely nothing, hated, alone, friendless, wortheless.
I am lost, never to be found. There is nobody who wants anything to do with me, let alone be a friend let alone anything more.
absolutely nothing, hated, alone, friendless, wortheless.
I am lost, never to be found. There is nobody who wants anything to do with me, let alone be a friend let alone anything more.