I'm in love. His name is Edwin.. We've been dating for over three months... 3nodding Were living about three hundred miles apart though. sweatdrop Its complicated. It hurts when my family doesn't want me to be with him, or have a long distance relationship. But its really helpful to have my best friend on my side, When he can't be.
My life is very cliche. In fact, I'd say if I woke up today to relize this was all a dream, I wouldn't be surprised. It just doesn't seem real. You know those people that everything... unusual happens to. I think I'm one of those people now. And its personal, and complicated, and puts knots in my stomach. But some days. Its just interesting.
Like I've actually looked back at bad moments in my life and laughed. I've laughed in the face of others in big arguments. I guess thats why people say I'm insane. I just find it kindof funny. People can do wehatever they want. If they want to be happy, they'll smile. If they want to feel sorry for themselves they'll wine and wimper. If they want to feel that stress they might be going through, they'll cry. I don't exactly understand how my own will works but some days I feel I could. I feel like anything is possible. And so, theres no way I'll give up on my relationship or be feeling sorry for myself anytime soon. I won't waste my time being mad or bullshiting anyone. Thats how it goes.
Love, Nefri heart
IneptAya · Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 06:35pm · 0 Comments |