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I miss....
I miss you....I miss them...I miss old times. I want to be a kid again where anything could happen and no matter what it would be you could go back as if nothing happened...Megan...I know that if you read this you'll be terribly upset or sad or WHATEVER...same goes to Keeks, (Nikki)...I wish it were back to how it was...I wish nothing had to change...I wish Arielle were still here...I wish Grandpapa was still here...I wish I could talk to Steph as freely as I talk to Megan, or Cel or Nikki...I wish I could scream it out loud, I wish I could make it feel better again...I miss them so much...Iwant my friends back...I want the happy girl I was to be back...I wish I could just be me again...be the girl I was the girl Megan and Steph and Cel and Nikki never knew...no one ever knew...other than my family...My mom asks me where that happy child went sometimes and I never know what to answer... I wish my past had never caught up with me...I wish reality hadn't caught up with me...I want to tell the world but in a way, I want to just keep it to myself...I'm not emo...I'm not depressed (if I was my dad has anti depressants in the back of his car, he's a drug rep.)...Please don't take this the wrong way, please none of you do...It's just writing/typing makes me feel somewhat better and all I need right now is a shoulder to cry on, a barrel of hugs, and more comfort than my friends and family can give...I think I just got a song Idea though...which is a good thing...
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