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How can it go from great to even better then horibal.
How can two days go from being great to even greater then have me feeling horibal?
Great:
School had a christmas assembly and it was halarous and the hole school day was great! It could have been one of the best days I have had in a while how could have it gottan any better. Well it did
Even Greater:
I went to Jons party last night and well needles to say Jon and I got really close and well I was holding his hand. wich was great but it also gave me a lot to think about. I realised What I was missing out on I also realised that I still like Jon. I never knew what is was like to hold some ones hand that way to be able to lean on some one that you are about. It was a great feeling that I didn't want to let go of.
The horribal turn to the worst:
Needles to say I lost that feeling. I started to feel horribal not because I had to leave Jons side but because I had been told basicaly an hour before I went to Jons party that his ex-girlfriend felt heart broken that ther are broken up and now I feel absollutly horibal that I was that close with him. I want to tell her but I don't know how I just feel so bad because I gave her the advise to talk to him and knowing now that he probably doens't like her she is just gonna get hurt again.
lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you.
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