November 30, 1983
It's 4am and I can't fall back asleep. I wake up to the smallest noise now, or maybe it wasn't a noise. It's like my senses are tweaked and I can't shut them off. Everything latley feels like one of those instances when you remember a dream a few days after had it, but then you can't remember if it was a dream or if it actully happened? I keep going over that night in my head... why did I ever get out of bed? I'm so sorry, Mary. I'm so sorry I let this happen to you. Can you ever forgive me? What can I do to get rid of this pain?
John Winchester · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 06:11am · 0 Comments |