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AWWWW sad I hate that sorta feeling. But you cant hold back how you feel , you should let it out , watch what you say , but let it out. Because the more it builds up the worse. If 'she' is a true friend she should understand you and were your coming from , if anything she should be happy that you told the truth and have confidence to tell her how you feel. I know what you mean about how your happy for 'her' but at the same time not happy at all , I'm sure it happens to everyone at some point , and its kinda un explainable . And dont worry about what could happen , or what you might say that you will regret , because in the end your doing the right thing, your being you and your saying what you feel , and also , if you dont talk about it , eventually you will always have something in your mind bothering you , might aswell get it over with , and at least you could say you tried .Don't stress about it to much , your amazing no doubt about that and I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE YOU and that will never change. Im here for you now , and i always will be no matter what. heart heart heart