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"Tony wa dai suki" means "I love Tony". And I do. This is one of those times I know that to be the most true.

It's 10:30 pm here in Texas as I write this, and this marks the end of day 2 of not speaking with Tony. No, we haven't broken-up. His computer has a virus, and I he's trying to reboot the whole machine... so until then, I guess we're going to be lonely.

I re-read the letter he sent me again, which almost entirely all about me. I have to be honest, I don't get a whole lot of recognintion from guys in regards to being a woman, or being pretty, or any of that stuff, so to hear it from someone who means it is just... I can't really describe how good it feels. Wonderful isn't even the beginning of it.

I tried to write a whole journal entry about Tony once before, but stupidly exited out of the window once having completed 9 paragraphs about him. Well, right now, I think I'll try to write it again.

Sorry if this stuff bores any of you people out there, but I just adore this guy, and I'll do anything to prove it. Like I said, not many people extend the amount of kindness to me that he has, so when they do, I like to talk about it.

Tony is 14, he was born on November 17, 1991 in England. He is a lot like me, he isn't very popular at school, he's a picky eater, he's depressed, and he's uber sensitive... but unlike me he doesn't show that last bit (then again, he's a guy, he'd get his a** kicked if he did show it).

He is a British boy with curly blond hair and blue eyes. Truth be told, I don't remember where I met Tony. It was somewhere here on Gaia, but we don't exactly remember which topic we met in.

Anyway, we didn't really talk much at first. I had added him to my friends list, and about a month later said "Who the hell is wyvern_lord?!" I remember the first real conversation we had started with a letter he sent out to his friends list about being back from being "banned" (at the time I was like "what the hell was with saying 'banned'?" wink from the computer.

I just decided to be nice and pretend to be interested in what all he had to say. "Oh really? You were banned? What for? Or is that too personal to ask?" He replied with just about the same level of interest that I had sent the letter with, saying that he didn't really want to say what for. He then asked how I was doing, and what was up.

I just talked about my final exams coming up and asked if he had to take them. He started listing subjects, and I then saw he said "maths" as one of the subjects. Having a British (okay, he's Welsh, but close enough) teacher, I noticed this abnormaility as being the British was of saying "math", and asked him if he was British. This is where I started to gain interest in wyvern_lord, seeing as I love cultural differences and stuff like that.

We started having all kinds of long chats about this and that (I won't exclude the conversation based entirely on the fact my cat threw up on my computer) and started to become very, very good pals.

It wasn't before long that I formed a crush on him. But from what I could tell, he felt the same way, and sure enough, one day he started to hit on me. I of course hit right back, and before long, I asked him if he had something he wanted to ask me. Guess what? He had a girl friend. Her name was Tanya, and I guess I won't go into all the mess of him breaking things off with her because there's sort of a dark side to it and I feel that if certain people were to read this blog they might grow offended....

But long story short, he broke things off with Tanya, and decided to be with me, so now we're together heart

I of course should tell you about how much fun I have with him. Our PMs grow so long that we have to start new ones, so what we do is literally "kill them off" and oh it's so much fun.

I think that any of you who don't know Tony already should take the chance to get to know him once his computer is back up and running again, so PM him some time. He's simply a delight.