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	Ten reasons why I hate you, I don't know em I'm just a psycho who is bored. So watch your back, chances are I'm ready to stab you. ^-^ damn, early mornings.

	Suicide.
	Suicide.


You know I am honestly think of killing myself. What point is there for us to live? God does not exist, neither does heaven nor hell. When we die or bodies just rot. So why do we live? Is there a point? I can't really say, but in my opinion, its No! Being that god is just an illusion of the church started with thje catholics. I belive there was a jesus, but he wasn't the son of man. He was just a hebrew, a jew, violently murdered and tortured because people thought he was evil. Aren't we all truly evil? Aren't we all deserving of death? TheHACK · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 07:26pm · 9 Comments


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	<center>Hmm..well I can't deny that I thought of killing myself before..but think of who you'll be leaving behind? And even the ppl that act like they hate you will be sad because they know they did you wrong. Talk to someone..there is never a dead end in life..everything and anything can be fixed..or cured. It just takes time. I'm a Christian myself..but I can't shove a Bible in your face and force you to believe in God...that's what life is all about..choices. Believing in something like God is something you alone can do..no one can force you to believe something like that. Just try to hang in there and talk to someone you trust about your problems and issues about life. Suicide is not the answer..it's giving up. You haven't pulled off that giving up type of person..so hang in there ..and everything will pull through for you in the end.. biggrin . So NO more thinking like that ^-^ because a lot of ppl would miss you..and then you wouldnt' be able to enjoy the good things in life. You're an awesome person to hang out with..I'm sure a lot of ppl think that of you. 3nodding Stay strong okay.</center> Offline Ainoikea · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 07:37pm


	Grove is right, please don't give up. I know it seems cliche, but I understand how you feel. There are times I have wanted to kill myself. Sometimes I feel hopeless and it seems there is no point. But the thing is, dying won't help anything. Not only will you be hurting the people who care about you, but you'll also be preventing any chances you have of improving things for yourself. Life isn't perfect, I know, but at least in life you have the chances to change things for yourself and try. Death gives you no chances at all, nothing. Think of the things in life that you enjoy. Even the smallest things in life are worth living for, these are the things you can only have with life, NOT death. So please, as someone who understands and has been there, don't give up, and don't kill yourself. Offline Poison Nexsus · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 07:51pm


	<center> Grove and poison. I know you think I should carry on, but I really don't have a point. I don't even think anyone truly cares about me. I ahve tried to kill myself before, 16 times in fact, but always failed to to some minor annoyance. People keep pushing me over the edge. I really can't take it. neutral I actually, can't wait till I get my psychological hlep after christmas. Then I can blow off a lot of steam and then jump out of the window head first. </center> Offline TheHACK · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 08:06pm


	<center>Just because you dont' see any point doesn't mean there isn't one sweets. Look you're not the only one who thinks life sucks arse. There are hundreds of ppl that think just like you do. You're not alone, you just need to look around at ppl...just because ppl act happy around you doesn't mean they are. Like me...a lot of the time I don t' show how I really feel...a frown in disguise if you will. Don't do somethign stupid because of your perspective of life..just try to look at life another way. 3nodding </center> Offline Ainoikea · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 08:28pm


	Well I should take a different perspective, yet how does that work? I see so many snobs around here, it is just so hard to find a new perspective. There are so many snobs in life that it is hard to look at someone else's point of view.Cause if I do I just can't stand it.. Offline TheHACK · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 08:34pm


	I know it's hard to look beyond the things you see, trust me. I mean, everyday at school I am completely alone with no one to talk to. I look around and see people who seem happy, and yes it annoys me greatly. I understand how that is, when it seems like others always get the happiness and things you want in life. But death really isn't the answer, trust me on this. I thought of killing myself many times, but the thing I had to remember was, death won't solve anything. What you are looking for isn't to die, but a way to escape from and heal your pain. Death won't heal anything, believe me. Staying alive, and trying each day, trying to find something in life that gives you that spark, that is what helps. I know it's very hard, and some days you just want to say "****** it, I quit", but that's really not the answer. Like Grove said, there are many people in this world that feel the way you do, I am one of them. You're not alone in this, we understand. I know this may sound like something lame from some manual, but I speak the truth here from experience. Killing yourself doesn't stop the pain, it stops your ability to feel anything. If you die, you won't be able to feel pain, but you won't be able to feel relief from that pain. There is no relief in death. But if you live... if you try living, you can change things for yourself, and not only can you calm the pain, but you can feel actual joy and relief, things no one can feel in death. Please think about this, because I don't want you to kill yourself, I know how it feels to want to die, but trust me, living is much better than death, and has far more to offer to you. Offline Poison Nexsus** · Community Member · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 08:59pm


	there is a heaven and there is a hell, sry you don't beleive in that. and don't kill your self what good would it bring. sad Offline .Inyourwasha. · Community Member · Fri Dec 24, 2004 @ 09:37pm


	there is a heaven and there is a hell, sry you don't beleive in that. and don't kill your self what good would it bring. sad Offline .Inyourwasha. · Community Member · Fri Dec 24, 2004 @ 09:40pm


	Soma, look I'd honestly cry my butt off if you did that. We aren't all truly evil. What about the little ones? What about the love people share? Shouldn't we just try to find what is good? There is a point. Somewhere. You just have to looik for it. Offline thenightalways · Community Member · Tue Dec 28, 2004 @ 06:47pm

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