I really am tired of crying...when I held her in my arms she purred and didn't want to be held by anyone else but me! My heart hurts alot. i ws going to put a band aid over it but the band aid was too small.
when i get upset i do not eat anyting.
I hav'nt ate anything and I am not hungry I never did like eating. I don't thik I will eat for a long time...i'll let my body eat itself.....i will slowly deteriorate myself than indulge myself with food. peoplesay im oka yfor my weight height but im not convinced. I'm fat..but not obsese fat or like anything i jsut feel i should weight a bit less .......less is good.
Im not like an anorexic kid or bulemic b***h.....ever heard of the phrase thick but still hit?
so i rested my head down for a minute..then I thought, where did my pocket knife go? Oh yeh i gave it to my crippled b*****d dad...I shall steal it back!
VisualChibi · Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 08:40am · 0 Comments |