ok so this was an even crazier dream about the boy that i supposedly don't love anymore...............................
ok here it goes
i am standing in a ttly white room
there is only a door there
and he walks in and locks the door from the outside
so neither of us can get out
and then he says to me
"talk to me i need some clarification"
i say " no i dont care about you that way"
so he walks up to me and grabs my hands and say "i kno u do. stop lying to me and to urself"
i try to get away and he just pulls me closer until our faces are only an inch away from each other
then i scream "get off of me! just leave me alone!"
he says "no i wont"
i say "well wut about emilie! u shud be with her rite now. this is wrong. u sud not be here rite now."
he says "this has nuthin to do with emilie and i just need to talk to u we arent doin nethn wrong here"
tears start rolling down my cheekd and i say "get away from me i dont want u i dont need u any more just leave alone. i dont care for nemore!"
so he accuses me of lying and then kisses me
he says "wut does that make u feel?"
i say nothing and he repeats the question louder and i say "it didnt do anythn!"
"u lie" he says
i just hug him and start crying hysterically
he says to me "just talk to me."
i say "no i cnt because............." then there is a long pause and then i say
"i dont love you."
then he just drops my hands and there is screaming in the background but everythin went all blurry and i cudnt tell what was goin on after he dropped my hands
then i immediately woke up and ran to my vanity mirror and just stared at my face for a few seconds then thats it. it was over.
thanks for listening
 evil_kei46 · Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 04:22pm · 4 Comments |
