indecided ok well today was alright it started off not so ok becayse during nutrition me and katie wated in line for damn cookie and then after thet the bell rang and then katie ate s**t whil we were running to get are sodas and she got really hurt then in 3rd and 4th nothing really happend at lunch i walked around with ben because i had no one to hang out with because katie went home for something and then ya we had fun we talked and hung out and ya it was pretty ok and then matt said something trhat kinda made me upset im starting to think that maybe i shouldnt go back out with him i dont really know maybe i just wanna be single until im outa high school or my senior year or something im not really sure but he always gets so sad or upset and everythign and i dont know what the hell to do about it im unsure about everything and it pisses me off im having a good day and all but come on what should i do about him i feel sorry for him and i dont like that i hate feeling sorry for people it makes me have the feeling like im better than them or something and i really cant stand that feeling so maybe i should just give up because im not ready and well me not being ready is ******** with his head and his heart and well ******** it i cant be this person so i dont think i can be with him because he wants me now and i dont want to be with anytone right now so what the hell am i supose to do???????????????????
yusukes_bed_slut · Thu Dec 23, 2004 @ 08:03pm · 0 Comments |