I am a depressed 19 year old and I take anti-depressant pills to keep really bad thoughts out of my head to make me almost seem normal when I know the real me. Without them I am emotionally neutral or sad and angry. But with them they make me feel happier than I have ever felt in my entire life. They give more energy, it makes me feel like a perky child, a bit more playful and funny. Well, I just missed 2 days of my medication because I so forgot about it. Now I am starting mad and annoyed today when thing don't work right or work the way I want it to. For intance this computer I am writing this from. It keep closing down on me whenever I am doing something. And I am having difficulties with my 2 gaia characters. Authenication Error keeps popping up in my mail and I cannot do a lot of things because of it. It says " You can not use Private Messaging until after you activate your email address. If you are having problems activating your account, you may update your email from your profile page.". Now tell me, do they think I am supposed to understand that? Because I don't. All the problems are not help me one bit considering I have not taken my meds in two days. It makes me so angry that I am almost on the verge of tiers but can't cry because I am so angry. It kinda makes me wanna kick this stupid computer in. I definatly have to take my meds. I feel a bit better no that I got that out but still a little annoyed.
Akairah Community Member 
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