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Love is lke a game

welll thats wat my exboyfriend told me wen we broke up
the way it is you pick a player spend some time together then totally screw up their life
once you get wat you want its game over
in order for the game to be won you have to win my heart for more than material value
two ppl in my life did this to me i should have seen it coming they happened to be two of my very best friends and we still are i forgiv but i dont forget
their names are Tamon Okazaki and Tomohiro Nakatsu
for girls who are reading this Tamon was the bad boy type and Tomohiro was the guy next door
literally
once the game was over and they both got a shot Tomohiro went after for my friend Noa Kurosawa while i was dating Tamon i warned her but she didnt believe me and actually it was weird she actually won his heart the second time i went out with Tamon to give him another chance i did win him over but i decided it was game over bcuz i relize that the guy i need in my life has to be the real thing i need

to this day Noa and Tomohiro are still going out they have been together for 2yrs not that long for them thou
im still friends with the guys but i sometimes feel lke i regretted my second chance but hey i have found one very special guy in my life
wat me and my friends say is our diamond in the rough

i will not reaveal any other names
besides my own its Ashley
i do say that the diamond i found was so beautiful that he acually makes me feel lke i no longer hav to wear a mask to hide my feelings
i finally feel lke im worth something and thats how i want to keep it