not long ago some one asked me why i am not mean and cruel to people and why I have never had a boyfriend or had alcohol so i answered them bye telling them this story and now I shall share it with you all.
ok not to long ago... i was at Canada's wonderland and it was night and we where waiting out at the pickup for her dad! well i started talking and i said "when you look at the world what do you see. And my friend said
Darkness, pain, sorrow basically the world is a bad place. then she asks me what do i see. then i said. When i look at the world i look past all the evil and i see how wonderful the world is. I see the beautiful stars. The flowers the sway in the field the animals and all around beautiful. When i see people i see the good not that bad. cause i know in the world there is good in everything. Then she looks at me and says. "see that's the difference between me and u. IN my eyes the world is a horrible place it is dirty and yucky and in your eyes its nice and pretty. I am dark and you are light. We are really total opposites. "
And that's my story. And that's why i cant be mean that's why I don't swear that's why I hate hurting people i cant stand doing it i hate seeing pain and tears i hate it all. so why would i cause it. Why would i hurt someone it makes no sense. I am not saying i am perfect. for i am far from that. I have made fun of people in my life and called people names. but right after i feel guilt and usually apologize. My friends... that's why I don't fit in . all they talk about is drugs and making out with there boyfriends and how they got drunk last weekend. but me personally i have never EVER drank alcohol that includes a sip of wine. I have never made out with someone let alone gotten hugged from a guy that i am not related to (i know sad -_-) I am never going to try drugs. That's the difference between me and the world.
Ash_the_ninja_girl · Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 10:53pm · 1 Comments |