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:Never Be:

I feel you near, yet you're too far away.
The world only spins because I don't move anymore.
My heart has stopped beating and you won't notice.
My heart has fallen back into the familar black and grey pieces.
I have to let you go, we will never be.
I can't have you, and you've never wanted me.
Through tears that want to fall down in streams,
I will hide my face and muffle my screams.
I never thought I could find anyone like you,
Not in a million years.
Now that I know what's true,
I have to go back to wonder my path, Dear.
You may have known, and gave me signs,
And now I see them, and I'm sorry I made you miserable at times.
You don't have to worry about me anymore,
I'm at least a little bit free.
I'll watch you walk with another girl,
Making myself wish that was not me.
Because we would never be...