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ive finnaly figured it out after so much thought put in to this i figured out that the reason y i always like a gurl when there with another guy is because the gurls that are taken are taken for the same reason i fall for them its the fact that there so great its no wonder that there already taken and yet i seem to kno almost all the great gurls when i see them but there taken because the fact that there so great but what i cant get over is why cant i find that great someone waiting to be discovered why cant i be the one who takes that great gurl ive been dicovering the ones who have already be discovered by another guy and these great gurls also have great loyalty and thats basically what im looking for so these guys find these greats gurls who will stay loyal to them and true to them so the fact that i can flit with them charm them all i want and it has no effect part of the reason there great and this kills because i cant get to this great gurl because shes already bound by this other guy also these gurls have awesome personalities there fun beuatiful intelligent and just great to be around so my question is why cant i discover one of these great gurls around why cant i be the one to oncover this happiness that i see all around me its like im traped inside this hole that i cant seem to climb out of to get to all the undiscovered great gurls and reason why im searching for one or so to say climbing for one is because of all these not so great gurls ive been with and what i mean is that these gurls ive foound have the beauty itelligence and will to have fun but there missing loyalty and what i mean by that is every gurl ive been with has cheated on me and screwed me over for someone else wich brings up another question why why did they not be loyal to me i did nothing wrong what didnt i do or what did i do was i not being great....oh this is so troublesome