This is poem by my good friend ~fcuk-it~, enjoy ^____^.
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Dear whoever reads this
I'm sorry I had to give up
I'm sorry I wasn't strong
Why didn't you notice
I wasn't happy all along
My heart was always in pain
I always cried eternal rain
My body always felt as though it would burst
Life was too hard
My weaknesses made it worse
I lost the one I loved
To a handful of change
I had no direction
Nowhere to turn
This was my last resort
I tried the pills first-- they made me vomit
I tried to cut the flesh-- someone wouldn't allow it
I risked the pavement-- a deadly game of dodge and brake
And finally, I'm holding the barrel to my throat
And my life, I will take
I already have if you're reading this
I only hope I didn't miss
On the first shot
I'm sorry if there's a mess
But believe me, I tried my best
To keep it clean and short
I even laid a blanket on the floor
Goodbye, my loves, goodbye
If I didn't screw it up
I'll see you on the other side
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I love it. You will to. Or else.
 Finnvara · Fri Aug 25, 2006 @ 02:56am · 0 Comments |
