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In a room thair is a table. On this table is a book. The closer to the book you get to the table,the more you feel your body bern. The onley way to get eny closer to the book is to disgard all belife in phisical pain. You must thribe on the min

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I dont know if I can hdl this I had to leav my gf again. I hate the fealing I get when I leav. It is so unreal. I am a person who never crys and hardly ever showes emotions.This comes from the time when I had beleived thise thinges were onley a sighn of weeknes.I know this not to be true, but it is hard to kill old habbets like those.Althou I never cry, I cryed openly when I had to bord my plain.I cant understand. I have tryed my hardest not to But I still cant help but hide my fealings. I am torn inside. Spit between the person regrets nothing and the person who cant help butt pain over every chois he makes. Like two personalitys. One who wishes to disgard reality ant one who belives in onley one true,one chois. I feal serounded. I allow all of my dissigion

Posted by: fireman3955 Tue Jan 04, 2005 @ 12:16am

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Commented on: Tue Jan 04, 2005 @ 11:03pm


	oohh maurice, I wish I didn't cause that. crying I am so sorry... I love you so much, the choises you make you should regret them, cause I don't either. I know why you make the dicisions you make and I am ok with them. Please don't rip apart on me. I need you, I wish I could make you feel better. I love you maurice. And don't worry. We'll see eachother again my love. Shigatsu~

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