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im the girl u nvr knew before until this fateful day now u can sit and joke abt the day i said i plan to take my life now im gone and i watch u think abt that crap u said abt me do u evn hope to god i dont send this thru to him u wanted one more chance i was stupid enuf to let u in again now my walls hav crumbled and thats wen i decided i should say goodbye with my own frickin
life i hope its on ur concience i dont want u dead cuz i cant handle the pain anymore if u had listened maybe coulda helped
keep me from this fate now im looking down on u and u dont evn try to understand that im the girl u never knew u c i learned
sumthin new, and that is that my life was a lie and that undying luv u said that was only for me was just a lil joke i cant evr
c** bak and i dont think would want to just for u to break my heart once again cant u c i dont want to c u anymore i just want
to be forgotten and u now u wont let me go and u cant get me out of ur life rite now and im not gonna let u forget the pain
u put me thru just for u to fit in now i only want to do is avoid u for years and i realize now that im not really daed it was
just a dream so guess what u hav one lil chance to either let me move on or i can just die in real life i dont that thing u
call undying luv or atleast not from u im srry i hav to say this out loud but now i kno life is a lie, love is a dream and
that death is just ppl's fate and i hav just one more thing to say before i walk away from u and that is im the girl u nvr really
knew until today