i had the chance
to tell you everything
the feelings i had for you
not just for a year
many
almost my whole life
i had the chance to spend time with you
but my cowardness to knock on your door
i dont know what was with me
you are no monster
your my friend.....
im sorry i left you waiting for three years
intill i got some courage and went to your house
i may have not been by myself
but my life lightened up when i had seen you once more
but yet i went to your house only 3 times
all i wasnt allowed in
you were busy
then i said i would be back
and i never showed
so im sorry
i was with someone else
the reason why i had chosen him over you
i will never know
im sorry i was such a idiot
i hope to see you once more
so you will know how i feel
but i lost my chance
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