Well... I kinda want to dissappear....
mabye then people can be happy...
All I seem to be able to do lately is piss people off or make them miserable...
...T.T...
I didn't go to school today... and frankly... I was too scared to anyway, even if I wasn't sick....
I woke up in severe pain, and that made me feel sick to my stomach because I'm weak and can't stand anything related to pain...
So I stayed in bed all day...
And I filled up my journal... (my paper one) so now I need to get a new one...
I still feel horrible... but my mom dragged me out of my room...
and I had to take walter for a walk in the rain....
it felt like something from a depressing anime....
no one on the streets... Rain... an overly happy, slimy animal...
T.T...
Cranky is playing in the background... and even that doesn't help....
I want to go back to my room...
but I'm not allowed....
- -'' *sigh* I should go now...
goodbye..
~Spaz
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