And its only 2:30.
I feel like crying. I learned new things about the "relationship" that lasted a day. Paul asked me out because he was horny, not because he actually cared for me. He never said "Will you go out with me?" he ACTUALLY said "Wanna go somewhere?". That is a total lie, but if he wants to believe it, whatever. I can't tell the guy that I actually DO like now that I like him, and he's moving away on Friday. Tomorrow is his last day. I HAVE to do it tomorrow.
Today during band, I almost broke down crying. Mr. Delozier got pissed at us, and I was mad at myself. He kept on telling us that we weren't as good as our "potential" could be, and that we aren't as good as his previous bands. Although this whole season he has been "oh-so proud" of us up until this point.
And tonight..I have to go to church, and I have to see that S-O-B Paul.
G y p s i e 2 2 3 · Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 07:36pm · 0 Comments |