I. Am not happy right now. I have realized recently [well not really recently but it has only been showing up recently] that. I am a REALLY jealous person. Like. Really jealous. neutral But I guess sometimes you have good reason to be. I mean. It is never right to judge someone on how they used to be. But sometimes you cant really help but wonder if they have really changed their ways. And no matter how many times you talk about it and no matter how many times they tell you that they really have changed and that was completely in the past. It is always there. In the back of your mind. Making itself known with every little thing they say that seems a little bit like their old selves. And sometimes. When hypothetical situations are brought up. You cant help but wonder how hypothetical they are really talking. Because sometimes they make it seem like it would never happen. But other times they make it seem like it isnt as far off into the future as you would like to think. And. I guess I sort of started rambling. But yeah. Jealousy. I. Am a jealous person. And that is all there is to it. neutral
The.Lady.Love · Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 03:21am · 0 Comments |