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Here's a few reasons why I dislike my dad the way I do...
My dad was married to my half-brother's, Derek 19 yrs. old, mom and they got divorced. Then he met my mom and married her and had me, 16 yrs. old. My dad was with my mom until he met my first step-mom, Michelle. I will admit it, she was always a major b***h and talking bad about my mom to my dad behind her back. My dad was stupid enough to date my Michelle while he was still married to my mom and my mom knew about it but couldn't do anything about it. crying Well, my mom made him decide if he wanted to stay with her and me or leave to go to Michelle. Well, who do you think that a*****e chose to be with? Yes, he chose to be with Michelle. He left when I was only 2. When I turned 5 he wanted me to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas Day with him. On Christmas Eve night, every kid misses their parent(s) when it is the first time they are away from home, so what do you think I did? I cried. I missed my mom so badly. Michelle took me into her and daddy's bedroom and told me that if I did not stop crying that daddy would never take me back home. Who in the hell tells a 5 yr. old something like that when they have never been away from their parent before?? She was a b***h to me also. Well, one day, daddy found Michelle dead in their bedroom. She had passed away from cancer. When daddy was still married to Michelle, they had Cullen, 12 yrs. old, my other half-brother. After Michelle's death, daddy married my now step-mom Sheila. I also now have a step-brother, Matthew, 17yrs. old, who is Sheila's son before her marriage to daddy. Sheila is super nice to me but.....the last time I saw any of them was about 2 or 3 years ago. I am usually very lucky to see them every 2 years. Now I think I just lost the father-daughter relationship between my dad and me. I also think that he is ashamed of me b/c when I was born, he did not want me to have the naturally curly hair that I have. I just feel like my dad has never wanted anything to do with me all of these years b/c I never see him anymore... crying crying crying crying Which totally ******** sucks b/c I am his only daughter and he does not want anything to do with me. I just feel really upset and depressed all b/c of him. The closest I have ever had to being a father to me was my grandpa. He was always there for me. And my two uncles, Eric and Terry. I don't even know if I should even attend his funeral when that time comes, that's just how confused I am about it. I'm just not sure of anything but if you want to pm me about anything then go ahead and pm me. Thanks.. cry crying
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I am the Graceful Assassin!!
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um hey at least you knew your dad