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The other day I edited my Profile so it was more me. It you could say until now lacked the madness and psychoticness of my very being blaugh . If you can't tell which would be odd since I so blunt about it all. I'm crazy, sick minded, random, dangerous (but not on a consistant basis) and proud of it all ^_^. Psychotic and all its variations plus homicidal and maniac are my favorite words to use on a consistant basis. I'm link to "The Abyss" I fear it and respect it for what it is, a place where time means nothing terror is nolonger restrained by logic and it answers all the unanswerd or unknown questions about ourselves whether we won't it to or not. Once in the Abyss you have no control over anything and it will take alot of strength to even control yourself. But as soon as you submit to to the Abyss you will be more free and stable but if you don't then the Abyss will make Hell look like a tea party for preschoolers. I've been to the Abyss before but some how I manage to leave without completing my trails. It calls me to return to it's arms so that it can finish teaching me. I don't have a strong enough soul yet to return to it but it will continue to call me with its sweet kind and even gentel voice. I forgot to mention that if you do get out of it before your done then it will take a key part of you with it as insurance that you will have to return someday. It holds my sanity and without it I'm what you see before you and I don't think I need to explain myself anymore to you since you won't need to look har to figure out that question. Like I said I blunt about myself no sugarcaking for any of you.