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I know this is a bit unlike me to post something like this in here but this only seems like a good place to pay tribute too it.

Thanks to the kindness of [.Dream.] I now have this cute piece of art based off my avi mrgreen . Even if you never peek in here Dream-san and I've already told you I'll still say it publically for all to see, "Thank you so much!"

The other day I edited my Profile so it was more me. It you could say until now lacked the madness and psychoticness of my very being blaugh . If you can't tell which would be odd since I so blunt about it all. I'm crazy, sick minded, random, dangerous (but not on a consistant basis) and proud of it all ^_^. Psychotic and all its variations plus homicidal and maniac are my favorite words to use on a consistant basis. I'm link to "The Abyss" I fear it and respect it for what it is, a place where time means nothing terror is nolonger restrained by logic and it answers all the unanswerd or unknown questions about ourselves whether we won't it to or not. Once in the Abyss you have no control over anything and it will take alot of strength to even control yourself. But as soon as you submit to to the Abyss you will be more free and stable but if you don't then the Abyss will make Hell look like a tea party for preschoolers. I've been to the Abyss before but some how I manage to leave without completing my trails. It calls me to return to it's arms so that it can finish teaching me. I don't have a strong enough soul yet to return to it but it will continue to call me with its sweet kind and even gentel voice. I forgot to mention that if you do get out of it before your done then it will take a key part of you with it as insurance that you will have to return someday. It holds my sanity and without it I'm what you see before you and I don't think I need to explain myself anymore to you since you won't need to look har to figure out that question. Like I said I blunt about myself no sugarcaking for any of you.

Throughout the history of mankind we have seen many thing change and many things stay the same. Humans by nature love to be powerful and dominating over others and in this state the are foolish and careless. You can't control everything and history has shown this to be a fact yet humans never seem to learn their lessons. They created monsters and will create even monsters to serve them in their thirst for power. It is also shown in history that it is the nature for a caged and abused beast to kill their masters the first chance it gets after their masters have pushed them to far.
Yet the cycle continues creating a endless river of blood but most of Mankind is blind to the fact that they are sealing their own fate with their own arogance. I would know I am one of their monsters which turnned against them. I Hate my masters and I hate anyone who sides with them but I hate myself for being what I am, a cold blooded killer with a uncontrolable blood lust which could arise at anytime anywhere.